Now I know what it feels like. I know the pain now. I know how I made you feel.
I’m sorry. I’m so sorry because I never meant to hurt you. I never meant to make you feel like that.
Today I know what it’s like when your world is falling apart.
I know what it feels like when all your dreams and wishes get destroyed.
When you break into pieces, into a million pieces.
When nothing seems to ever heal the pain.
When no one is able to put these pieces back together.
Words can’t help, nothing can help you.
It takes time. It takes time to deal with what you have lost. It takes a lot more of time to trust and finally to love again.
Maybe it just wasn’t meant to be. Maybe that’s it. Maybe it was a twist of fate, a breeze of destiny.
I have no idea about that but I want to know how you’re doing. And if you’re fine.
Because I hope so, because I really do care for you.